I could not sleep last night! I hate it when that happens. I have a bunch of scrappin' assignments I need to get done by Tuesday, but I only stayed up till 10:15 and then headed to bed. Once I got there though, my mind would not stop thinking! I used to have serious problems going to sleep, but in the past two years, it's been getting better. This only happens once in awhile.
So, I started thinking about CKU Masters - bad timing to start on that one. Making Memories has asked me to teach all the classes and 'Shake Up Your Style' workshop there and I'm nervous! They have such wonderful teachers (hello, Mrs. Margie is incredible and so stinkin' fun), that I hope people that come will have a blast and enjoy it! I thought about the project, introductions, what to say, what to wear - shut up already mind! LOL!
Then, I thought about my kids, my hubby...then Hudson woke up, got him back to sleep, back in bed, all cuddly and warm...then Madi woke up, help get her back to sleep...lightly kick hubby for sleeping so hard...and the battle goes on. I think I didn't fall asleep until 2 am - and then Hudson woke up shortly after again. What a cruddy night!
So, I'm feeling a little dreary today, but lots to do! I've got to finish up all these assignments today and I want to try to take Madi to the park. Ryan wants me to come into his new office today and meet the other two guys he's working with - so I'll take the kids and I in there to say hello. Maybe stop at the scrapbook store to see what's new! Always love doing that!
Last night, I also had a horrible dream. I was with Madi somewhere and we were sitting on these elegant stairs - way high up on the top stair and there wasn't a back to it - just air to the floor - way down there. Anyway, we stood up to leave and I had a thought to tell her not to move - I'd help her, but it was too late - she fell down the back of the stairs and died. I woke up in a sweat just wanting to cry! Why do I have to have such horrible dreams sometimes? This morning as I held her, I just cried. I'm so thankful for my kids. I just prayed as I held her that nothing would ever happen to her. I feel so bad because sometimes she is so difficult that I loose my patience with her and get upset easily - but I love her more than anything and wouldn't trade her for a thing! My dream broke my heart and I still can't shake it from my mind. Yuck!
Hudson's birthday party was a blast! We had family here and just had a great time! It was fun to have my parents here - it was the first time my Dad has seen our house so it was fun for me! I still can't believe he's one - and just walking everywhere now! With those little falls on his chubba diaper bum - I love it!
Well, off to get busy I guess. Scrappin' is calling me....
Hugs!